Need of Dharma

Now a days I am wasting my time in wrong directions.For example I am writing blogs on politics,comments on general topics etc,for whom.Answer is  for others.I  am not a social worker, reformist,or politician.In true sense I have wasted time,  money ,energy and food in wrong ways.Although what I have written was not futile,it has given me a practice,way of expression,little confidence and TODAY'S experience, that is more important for  me. I am worried for others as for kin and kith's,for friends,relatives,colleagues,and feeling dis satisfactions in own self .Now a question arise what to do?Answer is in your self.What is beneficiary for YOU?.You should be up to some extend become self centered,to improve your energy in good directions,although you have wasted your energy in wrong way,but nothing is wrong or right.Your way of approach  is positive.Now it requires study,meditations,live like lotus in the world.You have passed your golden time in wrong directions, like collecting PAAP(SINS) HINSA, JHHOOTHA,CHORI,KUSHEEL AND PARIGRAHA and KASHAYA(  KRODH,MAAN,MAYA, LOBHA) I have to follow the SAMYAK DARSHAN,SAMYAK GYAN AND SAMYAK CHAARITRA which will lead to MOKSHA-MARG. In writing of these words are very easy but in the practice of these words are very very difficult.Nothing is difficult in the world,because still many many holy persons are  following this path like ACHARYA VIDHYA SAGAR JI MAHARAJ. I am  a follower of HIM since long ALAS wasted whole life for others, others activities holding paaps and kashayas. Actually you are confused person.You concentrate your self in one focal point.It requires devotions,dedications and practice,to become selfish.No body will help you except your self.To adopt less need and limitations or restrictions on your desires.To become introspective and follow strictly.Good thought,good awakening,good vibration and  good luck.GOOD DAY.